Arnold Wilson Writes

Once again, the mountains call my name. It has been so long since I have embraced their solace. I seek not to conquer nor to gain achievement. But, to reconcile my soul and center my mind. That is not to say I do not embrace my position in society. I greatly enjoy being a father and a husband. Furthermore, I also find joy in my role vocationally. I truly find fulfillment in all of these roles, and I am certain where I am is where I should be. But, I must confess the mountains are where I truly feel at home. Very few understand this completely. Even those that seek recreation in the wilderness are merely practicing an exercise in escapism. Maybe I too am engaging in this practice. An escape from the concrete jungle and relief from civilized beasts. I believe, however, that what I seek is to be engaged, fully and wholly. When in the mountains, especially alone, I must maintain my complete awareness. One missed step could result in death. In regular life I am often looked to as the one who gives direction, the one who has control. What a load of crap! In the mountains I am small and insignificant. I realize now that is what I truly seek. To be a part of the thing without having to lead or be seen; to disappear into the mountains.